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I am going to meet him today and am somewhat terrified. It terrifies me because he is just some random American guy my sister chose using her own free will. American culture has been nothing but hostile to me, tormenting and rejecting me in high school, and neglecting me as an adult, and now one of its members is fucking my sister. It's like after a foreign army slaughters all the men of the town, all the women want to have sex with the foreign army. And after American scum brutalized me socially, my sister wants to have sex with the American scum.
I suppose I cannot really blame my sister because what other choice does she have? She is 27 and needs to get impregnated now, before her reproductive system shuts down. So even though I find it disturbing that she has an American scum boyfriend, I cannot say that I am angry with her. Because as a member of a family from a shitty culture, her only other option would be to remain single, which is the worst option of all.
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