My plan + reasons why I hate whites

After learning that my socially retarded 14 year old cousin managed to get an attractive girlfriend, I realized that my situation isn't normal. If at 30 I have never had even a single opportunity to date a woman, this means American women must truly have a profound hatred for me. Women don't make themselves available to me or act friendly to me, because they view me as a worthless piece of shit. That is why less than 1 year into puberty my cousin already has a girlfriend, whereas after 16 years I still have nothing. And as long as I live in America I will continue to have nothing.

Today my renewed passport came in the mail. It has been more than 10 years since I needed to use it, but soon I will start travelling abroad. I must do this because it is truly the only option I have left, short of becoming some kind of cult leader.

But what will be the purpose of the trip? I thought about doing something like contacting women online and orchestrating dates with them. But I really don't like the idea of online dating.

I thought about just walking around town and seeing if I bump into someone. But that probably won't happen if I am there just for a few days.

I thought about going to my religious community (Baha'i) and trying to meet a girl there, but the religious gatherings are typically only one day a week.

These goals are likely to lead to disappointment, and after so many years of frustration when it comes to women, I don't know if I can handle any more disappointment. I need this trip to be one where no matter what happens, I will at least have a good time. Should I go sightseeing? No, that is boring to do when you are alone.

That is why I will make this trip primarily a sex trip. I will travel to a country where prostitution is legal and cheap, so that whether or not this trip brings me closer to getting a wife, at least I will get to have sex with some beautiful young girls.

My trip will consist of: 1) Having sex with lots of prostitutes, 2) Walking around town to see if any girls act approachable around me, 3) Going to the Baha'i center on Sunday to see if I can meet girls there.

As for the country, I did a little bit of research and it seems like Colombia is a good choice for a few reason: 1) Colombian women seem to be attractive, at least based on the porn I have seen of them, 2) Prostitution is legal and cheap (one website said $50 an hour on average for Columbia vs $250 for the US), 3) The Baha'is heavily proselytized in Colombia in the 90s, so hopefully this would mean that there would be a decent sized Baha'i community there for me to meet women in.

I swear, if during this short trip I manage to meet a Colombian woman who is interested in me, I will be furious. It will mean that Americans, especially white Americans, are truly my enemies, who are trying to exterminate my genes, and who I must do everything in my power to undermine. I will start by buying property in an all-white resort town, and renting it out for cheap to loud blacks, just so that they will ruin vacation for white Americans. And hopefully my descendants can harm them in more serious ways.

I hate white Americans so much. I want them not only to vanish from the earth, but also to suffer, so that future civilizations can look to the example of white Americans and dread having the same fate as them.

It is true that women of all races hate me in the US, but only because they are copying the sexual preferences of white women, so whites are to blame. Some reasons why I hate whites:

1) I hate whites because the very extreme degree to which whites have rejected me, not just in dating but as a person in general (e.g. white teachers antagonizing me school)
2) I hate whites for inducing women of all races in America to reject me (e.g. Hispanic women in America reject Middle Eastern men at similar rates as white women do, even though this is not the case outside of America)
3) I hate whites for using its undeserved wealth to kill Muslims in the Middle East, and for sending free money to Israel, so that the degenerate Jews can unnaturally win victories against the culturally superior Palestinians
4) I hate whites for being the main people behind the scummy psychopathic tech culture that dominates Silicon Valley, the internet, and which ruined my last workplace (all of the worst people from my last workplace were white, by the way)
5) I hate whites for being the pioneers of liberalism, which ended up infecting and destroying the Baha'i religion
6) I hate whites for being the pioneers of racism (unlike what Jared Taylor claims, I do not believe racism is inherent in all of us. I think it is an innovation of whites)
7) I hate whites for being people who seem to enjoy following and enforcing pointless rules
8) I hate whites for engaging in lots of pointless small-talk, compared to all other races I have encountered
9) I even hate white culinary preferences, such as putting mayonnaise on everything

I am glad that you realize that American women are hopeless.  That is real progress.

Do you speak Spanish?

No. I would learn it before going. I haven't bought tickets yet but I would imagine a month or so should be enough time to learn, given that it is a language which in the US I have had had some exposure to, and it is a Latin language so the vocabulary should not be too difficult.

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OmegaKV wrote

1) I hate whites because the very extreme degree to which whites have
rejected me, not just in dating but as a person in general (e.g. white
teachers antagonizing me school)

There are tens of millions of whites who'd consider you a deity in America because you're non-white. You must have encountered some weird whites.

OmegaKV wrote

2) I hate whites for inducing women of all races in America to reject me
(e.g. Hispanic women in America reject Middle Eastern men at similar rates
as white women do, even though this is not the case outside of America)

How have whites done this?

OmegaKV wrote

3) I hate whites for using its undeserved wealth to kill Muslims in the
Middle East, and for sending free money to Israel, so that the degenerate
Jews can unnaturally win victories against the culturally superior Palestinians

So the behavior of American governments  post WW2 is somehow blamed on "whites" by you. Even though this entity is only a tiny fraction of whites and these governments includ(ed) non-whites.

What makes Palestinians culturally superior to Israelis?

OmegaKV wrote

4) I hate whites for being the main people behind the scummy psychopathic
tech culture that dominates Silicon Valley, the internet, and which ruined
my last workplace (all of the worst people from my last workplace were
white, by the way)

Similar to your previous point, you're blaming "whites" for the behavior of scummy elites and libtards.

OmegaKV wrote

5) I hate whites for being the pioneers of liberalism, which ended up
infecting and destroying the Baha'i religion
6) I hate whites for being the pioneers of racism (unlike what Jared Taylor
claims, I do not believe racism is inherent in all of us. I think it is an
innovation of whites)

Will you make up your mind already? Liberalism is the direct opposite of "white racism".

Whites are the least racist race.

Tell me, do any other race than whites contain tens of millions of self-hating morons who'd literally have you kill their kids with no punishment because they're white?

Tell me, do you ever hear that places like Nigeria are "too black" and need more  whites?  No, whites are the only morons in the world to think and act like this.

I don't care about race, so I don't care about whites.  But Protestants...  I really hate modern Protestants.  I hate them more than Atheists or Satanists or any other religion.  Everything that you complain about came from Protestants.  Even mayonnaise.

There are tens of millions of whites who'd consider you a deity in America because you're non-white. You must have encountered some weird whites.

I have not encountered this. The non-white-worshipping I have witnessed has been abstract and in words only. Despite the nice-sounding words liberals say about non-whites, they don't actually like them.

How have whites done this?

They do this by rejecting non-whites themselves, and then the other races follow suit because they view whites as being culturally superior.

Whites tried to culturally dominate the world, and they succeeded, and thanks to their success nearly the entire world thinks and acts just like them.

So the behavior of American governments  post WW2 is somehow blamed on "whites" by you. Even though this entity is only a tiny fraction of whites and these governments includ(ed) non-whites.

Similar to your previous point, you're blaming "whites" for the behavior of scummy elites and libtards.

The government is a product of the masses. For example, a few hundred years ago the French king did not reflect the will of the masses, so the French had a revolution where they deposed him and installed a different leadership.

The wars in the middle east happened because that is what white Americans wanted.

The support of Israel happens because white Americans have a religious belief in the idea that Israel is righteous. This is what their churches preach.

What makes Palestinians culturally superior to Israelis?

The cultural superiority of Palestinians is evident in the fact that they are not cocksuckers like the Israelis.

https://youtu.be/IIQ6iik3O_c

Being degenerate fornicators, sodomites, and "partiers" would normally weaken a culture to the point that they are no longer to win wars.

Will you make up your mind already? Liberalism is the direct opposite of "white racism".

Whites are the least racist race.

What you are missing is that white liberals are hypocrites. They "support" diversity, they have conversations where they convince people of it, but then the same people go back to their all-white enclaves, pay premiums on their house so that they can send their kids to the public school with the least blacks in it, and do everything in their power to avoid interacting with non-whites.

The group of psychopathic programmer scum who harassed me at my last work place were extreme libtards, who constantly made Twitter posts where they praised liberal values. But they only hired whites, and every single person in their group was white, despite the fact that the rest of our department (we all did software) was racially diverse.

Tell me, do any other race than whites contain tens of millions of self-hating morons who'd literally have you kill their kids with no punishment because they're white?

Not sure what this is a reference to.

Tell me, do you ever hear that places like Nigeria are "too black" and need more  whites?  No, whites are the only morons in the world to think and act like this.

People immigrate to wealthy countries, like United States or United Arab Emirates or Singapore. The wealth creates jobs, and sometimes the jobs are best suited for a non native person, hence the incentive for immigration, for both the business and the immigrant.

Poor countries like Nigeria or Ukraine receive little immigration, because people have nothing to gain financially by immigrating to those countries.

The entities that actually want the immigration are the businesses. Most white American liberals would absolutely hate if their neighborhoods got flooded with non white people, but they know that whatever liberal rhetoric they spew will do absolutely nothing to make this more likely to happen. So they just continue to spew the liberal rhetoric for the social benefits that virtue-signalling gives them.