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I noticed today that a college girl moved in next door. She is blonde with a slightly retruded maxilla. She looked like a good girl, not too slutty, no visible tattoos, not ugly and not too pretty either, and maybe someone I might have a chance with.
Of course, not even 1 day passed before I heard her getting fucked. I was sitting quietly in my room and her moans startled me. It always gets me when I hear young girls having sex - I hear their youthful voices moan so loudly and enthusiastically, and then it hits me that this isn't some rehearsed porn video, it's real life, and their moans are real moans of enjoyment. At the end, the hunk who was fucking her grunted as he ejaculated.
And I think I have written something along these lines before, but it started to sink in that this young hunk just experienced what is my main goal in life. I have spent years trying to reform my religion, just so that I can have a taste of what that guy experienced. And even on the less grand level, I might spend months and years thinking about a certain girl, fantasizing about what it would be like to get to know her and marry her, only for it to end in disappointment. But this guy just swipes on Tinder and next thing you know he is fucking a college girl.
I fucking hate this world.
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