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The meeting I mentioned in this post was postponed until this Friday.

However, I did unexpectedly come into contact with a different young hot woman at work. There was an emergency where she works and I was called to help fix it. As she stood before me I was so nervous. I kept worrying that I would accidentally make the wrong facial expression and it would creep her out and cause her to start actively avoiding me. But I do not think much of my inner feelings of nervousness manifested themselves externally. I took some anti-anxiety vitamins which I think helped. The vitamins made me confident enough to confidently talk to others who were there, but not so much to that girl. Overall it wasn't too bad. Judging by her facial expression, she might have been a little creeped out at the way I smiled as I left. On the plus side, she did join in on a work-related conversation I was having with my coworker, even though it wasn't her field - typically, women will look for every excuse to interact with me as little as possible.

It would be interesting to see how the alcohol compares with the vitamins, when I meet the other girl Friday. One thing I noticed alcohol does to me, is that it makes "American" facial expressions come to me completely naturally. I can naturally smile like an American scum if I have enough alcohol. I think the unintentionally "creepy" parting smile that I did to the other girl won't happen when I meet this girl Friday. When I smile this time, I think it will look natural, scummy, American, just like women like.